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im happy with myself
im honest
i do whats right
i get fucked up on occasion(any occasion)
and im where i need to be to grow as a person
what im not happy with is where alot of other ppl are
dont fear change
roll with it
youll be a happier person(except halley, do what you do girl!)

Souls Bonded Through Suffering

Dan Cutler and Geoffry Cromwell grew up together in Des Moines. as boys they spent many days skipping school, exploring their surroundings, and experimenting with drugs. As they grew older they grew closer. Dan and Geof became brothers amidst hallusination and contraversy. Their love for each other is solid and indisputable.

Lisa was an illegal mexican immagrant until the age of 13 when she was adopted. Elizabeth was homeschooled for much of her adolecents and this is how the two met. lisa and Liz both having hecktic home lives saved each other from insanity and possibly death. lisa moved in with liz for a short time and as long as they spent together, their short lived physical relationship, and as many fights as they had, their love for one another never ceased to be.

Shelby and I were both on either side of sheena for most of high school. when sheena left we both bonded and became noted human rights activists together. our stories although different, meshed together to give people a panoramic picture of the condition of life homosexuals had to live in high school. we spent almost every free hour together and knew more about each other then about ourselves.

last year a firestorm of convergance happened as these three groups of friends met and intertwined. our stories felt real and familiar and we all became close. whether it was fear of being loved and accepted or of something completely different, we will never know. Geffory Cromwell, without notice left for california to start a new life. Shelby sick of her living situation and new found relationship with a person of the oppisite gender sent her to live in omaha. Lisa Franzenburg within a downward spirlaing sinkhole of relationships and substance abuse left for omaha as well. all to start over with new lives and new experiances.

this left Dan, Liz, and i standing in the dust wondering what the fuck just happened. We had all three lost our best friends in a matter of weeks to the same thing.

in the same order that they disappeared, they all returned for a breif appearence. Geof called dan for several days in a row. then shelby came into town to visit. then lisa did the same.

Now that they are all gone again and life is back to normal i think to myself. they arnt happy where they are. they had something real and they chose to run away from it because they couldnt handle it. that is their fault. not mine, not dan's, not liz's. theirs. now we have all moved on but retain a small place in our hearts for the three of them. but it will never be the way it was. and its for the best.

i hope above everything else in my heart that they come to relize that one day

my dear frattybrat

R.I.P Jamey Brucker
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Ill always remember who you were
and who we thought you were going to be

Tj's summer part 3

breif appearance by halley stille
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holly left for college
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Took my kids to the zoo
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saw everyone i love at the fair
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played with make-up
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bought sheena action figure
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held heathers headband hostage
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Jillanes party
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went to toys r us
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ate at old country buffet
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photoshoot with stacey
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Tj's summer part 2

dated Justin
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had a knife photoshoot
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spent alot of time at the movies
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looked after chloe
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had a hotel party in ames
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made best friends with holly mohr
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and had many photoshoots with her
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Tj's summer part 1

Photoshoot at Merle Hay
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Made lots of new friends downtown
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ate at popeyes everyday
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played in nolan plaza
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all we wanted was booze!

so i went downtown with alyssa, kyle and ali. we went to the street party and no one was there so we went to the garden. saw andrew god i hate that kid. then we went back to the street party and saw some guy wearing nothing but leather straps..ew..... we met up with jamie at the garden and decided to all get drunk. well ali had to go to the police for being an acessory to a crime so she left. she gave us the number of the guy who was gunna buy for us. well we all regrouped at my house and kyle goes home. so me and layss and jamie go to the atm to get money. i get 20. then she put in her car and get an inquery and then it eats her card. completely. so we call the assistance line and they have no operaters working and we cant leave a message because there is no one to take it. so we leave a note at the bank. then we go to the gas station and told her to write a cheak for over. and she fills her tank then goes in and wait like 10 mins comes back out and she forgot to take the nossel out of the car so he thought it was still fueling. so we wait more and call the guy whos gunna get us the booze. he dosnt pick up. so we call more ppl and no one can get us booze. so i call jackson and he says yes. so we go to his house after getting lost in grandview park. and pick him up and go to hyvee and there are cops parked right out side busting someone. damn it! so we park outside jacksons and wait and he comes back and now we owe him 5 bucks. and im a lil drunk cause i drankcoming home some fruit punch pucker. yes!

i <3 andrew

if i was a rich girl na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na!!!

i <3 my family

who the fuck buys a 16 year old towels!!!????
Jared [5:52 PM]: i need to come spend time with you
Auto response from DMpimp07 [5:52 PM]: never say goodbye
say chow
DMpimp07 [7:25 PM]: hey, sry i left w/o saying anything lol


omg i thought we were done talking, i feel really bad now :(
ah love that boy, anyway rachel sent me a get well e-card that she made. it is the sweetest thing. when she comes back to Iowa this summer im gunna give her the biggest hug and reunite her with Edmond the E-wok.